do i deserve to love? (let's keep trying)

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier

I know that the clubs are weapons of war

I know that diamonds mean money for this art

But that's not the shape of my heart

That's not the shape, the shape of my heart

And if I told you that I loved you

You'd maybe think there's something wrong

I'm not a man of too many faces

The mask I wear is one

--Shape of My Heart, Sting

I am not a woman of too many faces, but I don't know how many is my masks... Kadang aku malah gag tahu aku lagi pake topeng atau gag, dan mana wajah asliku yang sebenarnya...
dengan diriku yang seperti ini, apa aku berhak dicintai? apakah aku bener-bener tahu apa itu arti cinta? apa aku bisa mencintai?

yeah, let's keep trying to love. =D